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Und nun bin ich wieder da angelangt , wo ich vorher war...
nur verletzter , hoffnungsloser(war ich eigentlich schon immer)...und schwächer...
allein...wie immer...allein stark zu bleiben , das muss ich lernen...wie?Wenn ich schwächer geworden bin?
Es hat keiner verdient...keiner das , was ich für einen empfinden kann...das kann einer für mich nicht emfinden , er hat meine Gefühle nicht verdient...und genau wie ich diese Verletztbarkeit nicht...
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[06 Nov 2005|07:12pm] |
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Ich versteh das nicht , ich meine , es macht mich wahnsinnig...macht es mich wirklich wahnsinnig?Bilde ich es mir ein?Warum kann ich dann nicht aufören darüber nachzudenken...ich merks noch nichtmals...dass ich grad dabei bin , meinen Kopf damit vollzustopfen , während ich ein Loch in meine Seele grabe...
Keep your hands to yourself...wenn ich das könnte...wär ich dann glücklich?Definitiv...
dieser Traum...dieser Traum...den ich heute Nacht hatte , die Gefühle waren echt...aber...ich wusste im Traum , dass es nur ein Traum war...denn ich wollte schnell wieder aufwachen...was heißt das?Aber es war schön , seine Hand zu halten...und mich dabei beim Lächeln zu ertappen...er hat immer meine Hand genommen , so dass ich sicher gehen konnte , ja er will meine Hand halten , es war und ist ein wunderschönes Gefühl...
Hab ich dadurch was gewonnen?Wie viel habe ich gewonnen?Wie viel habe ich verloren?
Was hab ich gewonnen?Was hab ich verloren?
Ein Teil , der mir wichtig ist , will ich nicht verlieren , ich möchte mich selbst nicht verlieren...
Keiner darf ihn mir wegnehmen , den Teil zum Glücklichsein , den Teil zum Vergessenkönnen , den Teil zum Lachen und zum Atmen...
Letzendlich nimmt jeder ein Teil von uns , genau wie wir...
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[05 Aug 2005|05:21am] |
If I had my way I'd wish them away,
but I can't find the magic inside of me.
I'll give my best, cause I can give no more,
but your problems aren't solved so easily.
I'm not someone that you should run to.
I've been, often, as broken as you,
more often than you'd like me to.
If I could heal all the pain that you feel,
I'd gladly cure all that ails you inside.
Unfortunately, I have no degree and I can not anesthetize.
I'm not someone that you should run to.
I've been, often, as broken as you,
more often than you'd like me to.
whoa!
I wish that I could help you.
whoa!
I can't even help myself.
whoa!
It seems you need a saving grace and a savior's something I'm not.
right! whoa!
I wish that I could help you.
whoa!
I can't even help myself.
whoa!
It seems you need a saving grace and a savior's something I'm not.
Sorry Patrick
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[28 Jul 2005|08:39pm] |
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Queen - Another One Bites The Dust |
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Stuff in Black and White ( Read more... )
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[02 May 2005|07:50pm] |
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Soft Cell - Tainted Love |
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New pictures...with the most uncomfortable outfit...
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[22 Apr 2005|08:34pm] |
Tim´s and Janine´s Bursday Party , 15th of April , 2005
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[04 Mar 2005|08:00pm] |
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Blitzkid? |
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Life can be so boooooooooring...
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[06 Feb 2005|05:15pm] |
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Thursday - Standing On The Edge Of Summer |
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New pictures...
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[04 Feb 2005|05:28pm] |
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Combichrist - Sex , Drugs and Industrial |
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Ich fand diese eMail äußerst interessant...nicht , dass ich mich darüber lustig machen möchte , aber wenn ihr das lest und es auch laut mit aussprecht...dann kann es passieren , dass ich schon lachen müsst...
hier ist ry
sorry ich hat dich nicht geschriebt fuer jetzt. So ich
weiss nicht wan ich bin im koeln heute, aber du kannst
mich anrufen 0174 888 6011. Ich hoffe wir sehen uns
da. auch, wen wir sind erste da, dich und deine
freunde kann mit uns stehen. wir haben 4 extra
eintritt karten, so wen du kennst leute mit lust zum
gehen....
okay, muss gehen wir fahren jetzt, so wir sind da fuer
19uhr
ciao, ry
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[28 Jan 2005|09:12pm] |
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Thursday - Understanding in a Car Crash |
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Okay peoples about the The Used show in Cologne on 01.27.2005...there was that guy named Ryan..he he he...he was amazing...the show wouldn´t be so funny and amusing without him...he´s 23 and oh he rocked!!!We acted so silly and he was so fucking crazy...as he licked my face?Ha ha ha ha ha...I was so...confused!!!He licked my face?Hello?No...and than Janine and Kate started face licking with him and oh no...we acted like idiots and everybody gaved us a strange look...lol...and he called me strawberry all the time...when I disappeard "Where´s strawberry?" "Oh strawberry nose" all the time...lol...I couldn´t stop laughing and it was so special...we like him so much...Oh the show was...great...Bert rocked of course...and I screamed every shit that I had in my head like Kentucky Fried Chicken so he looked at me like I don´t know lol...and I screamed "You´re Jesus" and he:"No I´m not Jesus.I´m saken!!!" Bert paid a lot attention to his fans..I liked it...but we didn´t met this lazy ass...how?LOL...okay...and the next show:Taking Back Sunday on monday...lol...
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[21 Jan 2005|05:47pm] |
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Head Automatica - Beating Up Your Heart Baby |
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Tighten your tie boy. You're something to die for.
But don't hold your breath now. You're just killing time.
Tonight you can dream boy. Imagine a whisper.
Remember A PROMISE YOU COULDN`T HOLD ON to.
Though it brings me to tears now, I NEED YOU TO KNOW.
So open your eyes.
This is a memory that fades away in neverending.
In the death of all that's long been said and done before, we'll wish that we were something MORE. Stop wasting time boy.
You're late all your life boy.
Your memory's fading. I'll love you forever. I'll try to remember.
I'll try to hold on. You're standing alone boy.
Waiting for dreams boy.
Waiting for something to make them come true.
Don't ever leave boy. I'D MISS YOU too much boy.
I'll NEVER forget you, as long as I'm here.
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[06 Jan 2005|02:33am] |
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Deftones - Teenager |
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New pictures , lol...with different haircolors...or wigs?
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I had much fun... ^^
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[31 Dec 2004|07:59pm] |
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The Birthday Massacre - Video Kid |
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I wish a happy new year to all my live journal friends...and thanks for being so nice and posting nice comments etc. ... take care and have a great night!!! ^^
Angie
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[19 Dec 2004|05:59pm] |
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[19 Dec 2004|05:49pm] |
I´m alone again , it hurts so bad...maybe I will feel lonley...I think I will be alone again...
all i want is to be happy.......
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[12 Dec 2004|06:24pm] |
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One more fucked up experince in my life...
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[12 Dec 2004|06:22pm] |
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Sometimes...
I could hate everything!!!
Everything I like or love...
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[12 Dec 2004|04:56pm] |
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The Used - Lunacy Fringe |
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As always some new pictures...but nothing to say...
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[07 Dec 2004|04:09pm] |
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Stone Sour - Cold Reader |
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New picures...
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